Reunion...

Assalamualaikum and hi!!!we see again!!about 3pm i went to anis's house..just having a reunion..so fun to be there.a lot of stories we shared together.long time no see with them..i miss them a lot...while we are talking each other,i felt that we are in the never-come-back time..i miss that moment so bad..if we can take back the time in one day,i'll never waste the the day even a single second!waaaaaaa!!!We were laughing,joking..so exciting!!!!

PSPM result...

Alhamdulillah...I got a good result even i hoped i can get more..as I said before, i felt more confident in my Biology's paper while my Chemistry and Maths's paper were a little bit off. What made me shocked was when i look at my slip result, it happened conversely. I got A- in my Biology and my maths and Chemistry are A's..What a shock??Huhuhuhu..My A- made my PNGK is 3.88..I think I want to recheck my Biology's paper.Hopes that there wil be a 'light' with my new result..Amin Ya Rabbal Alamin..

Choral Speaking competition..Fuuhhhh....

Hahahahaa...
This is a new thing i've never took part. Yes,coral speaking! For this sem, we have to learn 'Kemahiran Dinamika' which this subject asked us to take part in choral speaking..You know what??I'll be the conductor for my class..huhuhuhhu..My classmate gave me this 'good' job because of my crazy behaviour..Just because of that!! In fact, I've no experience at all about choral speaking.I thought,the conductor it just like choir's conductor but it's different! And now i've to do some research how to conduct a choral speaking team and how a conductor acts as she should.Wish me luck!!!

WELCOME TO THE NEW SEMESTER!!

Assalamualaikum..We see again!! Yup, im now in the second and the last semester in this college. You know what? All the class have been reshuffled! Im a little bit dissapointed and cannot accept the fact that i'll be transferred to a new class even all of my friends have the same thing like me. We were so dissapointed as we have to separate each other and our friendship wouldn't be like before. Im now in H3T4A. On the first day in this semester, I thought that I've no recognizen in my class. Luckily, I've found that Amal and Farihah are also in the class of mine! I was a little bit shocked since I've never been in the same class with them. We have to introduced ourselves like in my first sem here..Yaaa....A lil bit boring because we have to repeat the same thing about us every class..Hopes that I can get used to this new environment..

PSPM AND MUET WERE GONE...

Assalamualaikum...Hi there!!long time no see right??miss u all..but time has limited me to do so..there is no wireless facility available in my cluster..plus, i've no laptop..huhuuhu..before PSPM, i've to pass through muet first. my class was the first session from the beginning of the test..for my speaking test, we have to disscuss about "what is the greatest impact that has transformed our daily life" and I got "modern medicine" impact. Alhamdulillah, Allah gave me many points to talk about. At the first moment, i was a little bit nervous. Even i've practised with my group members, when we are in the real situation, it is different! It is still the same within the group but with the addition of examiners watching at me, my heart beats like a drum..huhuuhhuu..Alhamdulillah, everything under control and run smoothly.Points came out one by one till we forgot to bring our discussion end with a conclusion.hahahaa..after the discussion end, everyone said "Fuuhhhhhh..what a relief..." The relief is just temporary. Actually, there is one important thing waiting for us or we waiting for it.It's depend on how far the preparation to face it. It is PSPM!! That examination is the passline for us to the next semester. AArrgghhhh!! Before the exam, I scared to face Biology. But then, Alhamdulillah, I think I can answer the question but the sad is my Chemistry a little bit off.huhuh.. Actually, I thought im better in Chemistry than Biology but after that, Chemistry is more harder than Biology for someone like me.It is not I cant answer the question entirely, but it was a little bit confusing me. I dont know. Hopefully, Allah will help me to choose the best generous examiner to give me the best marks. I really hope so..Amin Ya Rabbal A'lamin..

Happy Eid Mubarak...

Salam..Selamat Hari Raya..Aidilfitri Mulia..Ampun Maaf dipinta..mensuci hening dosa.. That's my favourite Raya's song ever by Ahmad Jais..Today, the second day of raya, I went to my kin's houses. First way, we headed to Ngah's house then only we headed to Wa's house. Both of them are the older sister and brother of my mom. My mom is the youngest one. Maybe tomorrow we'll going to Pak Su's house which my abah's younger brother. Ngah and Cik Nani which are my Abah's younger sister come back to Kedah every year. For your information, I've never know how is the feeling celebrate this meaningful day with my grandfathers. Actually, both of them passed away before I was born. So sad..sobb!sob!!But luckily, I've been given a chance to feel it with my grandmothers eventhough they are not anymore in this world.

Welfare Ramadhan..

Assalamualaikum.. Ramadhan has gone..and now i'm starting to ask myself "what have i done to rise up my 'salary' in this great-rewarding-month?". I'm wondering in my mind, was it enough to get Allah's forgiveness for all of my sins i've done before. but I know, Allah is The Most Forgiver to His slaves which always ask for His forgiveness and I hope, I'm one of them.. Amin.. To be sincere, i'm a bit sad because Ramadhan has passed by and hopefully, we can meet this month again next year.. I'm really hope so..Welfare Ramadhan..

At my home...

Assalamualaikum.. Im at my home right now..Today, we are breaking our fast together at Markaz next to my house. All of my parents' friends came to break the fast here as we can make the relationship closer between Muslims. We ate Nasi Tomato with Masala Fried Chicken, Dalca and some deserts. Today also my siblings came home to celebrate this coming Raya's Day. Bang Carq and Bang Ngah with their own family, Kak E and also Kak Iela arrived around 9 am. Now, my home a litle bit messy with my nieces and nephews' toys. Hahahaha.. There will be another siblings going home a few days more. Then my home will be like a 'disaster'.. Huhuhuh.. Actually, at the meantime, it is so fun when all of our siblings come home to celebrate some meaningful days especially Raya's Day. It will be the sweetest memory in our life.

When talk about Raya's Day, have you bought your Raya's costumes and cookies? I've already bought it on the middle day of Ramadhan. Hehehehe.. What colour?? No way! Im not going to tell you what colour it is. It will be no suprise anymore if I tell you the colour.HUhuhu.. We'll figure out soon.. Actually, before my siblings come home, the cookies are not as much as right now. They have bought many kinds of cookies like Elmond London, Samperit, Mazola, Tart and so many more! In the matter of fact, I cannot wait to finish up the Samperit one. I've already 'banned' the cooky to everybody EXCEPT me!! Hahahaha.. I really love Samperit. I dont know why I LOVE Samperit that much.

By the way, with my deep heart, I invite all of YOU to come over to my house on Raya's Day but before the 4th Raya because Im going back to college that day, okey???

4 DAYZ TO HOLIDAYS!!!!YEEAAAAHHHH!!!

Assalamualaikum.. hi!!! im so (excited waiting for this coming holidays.. it's so fast!! i didn't realize that today is the 21st day of Ramadhan. that means, there are about 2 weeks to Hari Raya.. huhuhhuh.. I can't wait to go home and see my parents.. for the last 10 days of Ramadhan, there is something that we can't let it go wastefully. It is 'Lailatul Qadr". This last week of Ramadhan promises us a very big reward from Allah SWT which is; if we fill up the night with 'ibadah', it will be as if we are actually doing it everynight for 1001 months. it is about 83 years! it is so amazing! That's what my parents always remind me about.

Holidaayyyssss!!! Yahooooo!!! Maakkk Abah!! Wait for your daughter at home!! To everybody, while enjoying your holidays, please do your homeworks..hehehe..i think, our lecturers will ask us to do a lot of assignments and exercises. and of course, that holidays is like our 'study' days.. hahaha.. i could expect for that.but it is good for us too. At least, we, especially ME, do not waste the time with non-beneficial activities. With my bad habits (secret!! but not too bad), I think i can make it lesser. hahahah..at last but not least, HAPPY HOLIDAYS!!!!Daaaaaaaa!!!

WELCOME RAMADHAN!!

Assaamualaikum.. Alhamdulillahh.. ramadhan comes again... Thanks to Allah for giving me this oppotunity to keep up my ibadah. This 30 days of Ramadhan, hopefully I can give all of my heart to feel the meaning of fasting. Actually, fasting in not only asks us to stop eating and drinking from 'fajar' rise till maghrib but it also teach us to fast our eyes, ears and everything! Fasting also makes us realize that we are lucky enough with all of the foods and drinks that we can get from everywhere meanwhile the others are suffering without food and drinks and lead to death.

For the first day of ramadhan, I was at my home. All of my siblings came back to our home to welcome Ramadhan together by perform our "solah terawih". This is the meaningful memory that i wil never forget. Then, after we finished our solah, Abah gave some words to his wife and children about Ramadhan. I still remember one of the word. He said, "Dear my beloved wife and children, treat this precious month like your last Ramadhan in your life. Don't ever let it go without doing nothing or you will only get hungry and thirsty". Yes, we cannot waste this once-of-the-year month by doing nothing meanwhile this is the best time for us to rise up our 'pahala'. Hopefully, this is my best Ramadhan...Amin ya Rabbal A'lamin...

Welcome my first blog!!

Salam n hi there!! huhuhuh.. alhamdulillah..i've done my very first blog..thanks to Sir Ash as he was the first one who asked us (h1E1) to make our own blog..
Actually, i was quite sighed at the first moment Sir asked us to do this.."aaarrrggghhh"...hhehehe..sori yee sir..
but at last, after my blog have been done, i realized that Sir actually wants us to improve our English here..at the meantime, we can share our happiness,sadness,frustrations and all of our feelings here. this is not just a blog actually. this is our diary that everyone can share their opinions together..that is ssoooooooooo fun!!im much happier as my English is getting improve now..thanks again to Sir Ash..keep commenting!!ddaaaa!!

MERDEKA and What it Means to Me.

5,4.3,2,1! Merdeka! Merdeka! Merdeka! 31st August comes through the year. We always hear those kind of countdown and words. All Malaysians celebrate Independence Day everywhere not only in their house, education institutions or work places, some people from all over the country are willing to celebrate this meaningful day at Dataran Merdeka to show their patriotism. But I am wondering something in my mind. What Merdeka Day means to them? Are they just look at it as only a tradition of our beloved country? Or perhaps some of the Malaysians really feel the sacrifaction of our warriors protected our country from fall into the wrong person's hands.

Merdeka and what it means to me? For me, Merdeka is a Malay language meaning independence which show that we are free from invaders either directly through terrorism or indirectly through western culture and community problems. Yes,we are free from terrorism . Anybody can deny it. But do we free from western culture and community problems that invade some of our people? Absolutely, not! For me, to achieve the truly "Merdeka" is by cleansing both of these two aspects from our people's mind. What Merdeka means if we keep absorbing the western culture while the eastern culture that must we have and conquer, we just leave it behind and forget about it completely meanwhile our warriors some times ago were willing to give their body and soul just to save our country from being conquered from western invaders?

Nowadays, we can look in the newspapers, televisions, internet and other communication technologies, Malaysians especially teenagers are tends to absorb western culture.Why was this happened? Kuala Lumpur especially we can see that almost the youth there are wearing clothes which are completely out from our culture. Our culture thought us politeness not sexiness or weirdness! Please remember that. Every races have their own identity. Malay is known with baju kurung and baju melayu, Chinese is known with Cheongsam, Kebarung Nyonya, Indian with their saree and so on. Are we just forget these kind of fits that remind us about our ancestor?

In the other hand, research had found out that almost 50 percents of community problems is cause of social problems among teenagers. Every second, every minutes or we can say every single of time our country, Malaysia is not in peaceful state or in the other word, "Merdeka" state. Why I said so? This is because teenagers mainly always acting out of their mind. They do not realise that their behaviour will destroy their future. As we can see, Independence Day celebration itself tends the youngsters to act in improper way. A celebration that actually we should celebrate it in a very peaceful, politeness and feel it with our deep heart but they show their 'patriotism' with free sex party, illegal races and so much to be listed here. Are those celebrations are the right ways in order to show our love to the country? You have the answer right?




Could you imagine how bad a mother throwing her baby like a trash without any sympathy? This is completely out of human being! This case is always happening to underage girls or women that have gave birth illegal babies. How come a little baby could bears his parents' fault? He not ask to be born in this world. This is what we called insane! Even animals love their child, how can a human that has been given a brain to think what is right and what is wrong, act out of our culture and religion. Fighting between students always occurs. They fight just because of a reason that should not be happened. For examples, fighting for a girl who they like, a kettle, a place or some more. They want to show off which gang is more powerful but actually they do not know that this will lead to other effect such as murder.



In matter of fact, Merdeka bring a lot of positive impacts that we can see in Malaysia. From 1957 to 2008, 51 years show us a lot of development. The first years of independence, Tunku Abdul Rahman took the challenge in proceeding the authority in plaiting the strong unity between the people in Malaya that vary in races and religions. The three main races in Malaysia which are Malay, Chinese and Indian are still in good sibling-relationship till today. Then Tunku kept progressing his vision in bringing Malaysia standing in the eyes of the world. The organization of ASEAN is one of the achievement.

The second prime minister, Tun Abdul Razak showed that Malaysia kept developing either in city or in country-side. Agricultural Revolution was began and RISDA has been organized to help the sector as the core of economic in our country. The peaceful and stabilization of the country under Tun Hussein Onn's government attracted the foreign 's invesment. Who can expect that Malaysia would be the biggest exporter of semi-conductor and the third biggest exporter of air conditioner in the world!

July 1981, Tun Seri Dr Mahathir Mohamad replaced the previous prime minister to firm their vision that have been done. He did not take a long period before he started to progress many agressive plan and at the meantime, proceed the privious efforts of prime ministers. Many policy and concept have been intoduced such as Look East Policy, Vision 2020 and so on. National Car Project has been announced in 1983 and two years later, the first Malaysia's car which is proton saga were proudly driven by Malaysians. Then sky-scrapper buildings are continuosly developed. Kuala Lumpur City Centre (KLCC) one of the most well-known building in Malaysian which brings her name standing in the eyes of the world. Not only that, Kuala Lumpur Tower is one of the highest tower in the world other than KLCC.




The current prime minister, Dato' Seri Abdullah Ahmad Badawi, also take forward the responsibility in order to make his beloved country standing as high as other progressive countries like Japan, United State of America and more. Some of the plan that still in progress is Nothern Corridor Economic Region (NCER), East Corridor Economic Region (ECER), Sabah Development Corridor (SDC) and Sarawak Corridor Renewable Energy (SCORE) show that Malaysia is step forward in developing our country.

As a conclusion, Malaysia brings a lot of development after Merdeka. The consequences of Merdeka show us many positive impacts but at the meantime, some negative impacts have made Malaysia a little bit 'dirty'. Who can be blamed for this? Do not blame anybody. We as Malaysian should take the responsibility together to destroy all the 'dirts' in order to make Malaysia a 'clean' country or in 'Merdeka' state.